Unlike many others I tend to hesitate before I post anything here. Re-reading, re-phrasing AND after all that "editing" I delete it. I go on about how I don't want others to worry about me or anything but what I know is that I'm afraid that people might look me different and I'm a little, if not very, scared that I'm outcasted again. But sometimes, I just cannot "ta han" and everything goes downhill. Meh. So, I've come to face it...that I'm insecure and frightened of what I think people might think... I KNOW it sounds stupid and something that comes out of a weak and self conscious girl but that's what I really am.
And I don't let people in very easily...another thing that I realised quite sometime ago. Maybe it's because of the past which kinda marred some part of me and made me into someone who puts up her defences quick and not let the real her out. It's like the NARUTO Gaara's chakra infused sand that hardens to protects him with out him controlling it. (XDDDD Naruto ref FTW!)
I told myself to stop being such a chicken and just tear those defences down. But so far, I guess I had not even managed to scratch it.
I wanna be like Taylor and Naruto. To become FEARLESS!
They say to never be like someone and be yourself BUT I don't like the ME that keeps running away and hiding from everything. And so, I strive to be fearless.


Don't be afraid...to let them show your true colours.

Labels: Fearless, Piupiu, XD, YAY