I've always felt invisible and insignificant. ' Even though I'm not the only one who feels the way I do'. Loneliness is heart wrenching... So many people surround me yet I can't help but feel that I'm missing something, something important. Love radiates from the bottom of their hearts, mine however, is un-beating and cold. They're the sunshine and I'm the grey clouds. As I disperse into nothingness, they shine and spread warmth to everyone. I think I've put up too many walls to bring them down now. Walls to protect me from harsh reality, to defend my already fragile heart, that made me invisible. I brought this upon myself, is there no turning back now? I wonder. I wait for the day which I'll be free of this bitterness... I'll wait.

Labels: Heart, Randomies, Writing